A day with/without my girls

So it was a very lonely day. 

My everyday life revolves around two little beings that are always on the go somewhere and are so full of energy, today was the total opposite of that.. 

This morning, I waited for them to start talking, because every morning they are always talking to each other, I don't know what kind of conversations go on between them but they sound coded. But nothing. 7 went by and nothing, so I decided to clean our bedroom and our bathroom and the vanity. 8 went by and there was still nothing so I went in there to check on them and they were still sound asleep so I let them sleep as long as they wanted, so I picked up in the living and I put their movies away and cleaned up the mess they made from the night before, and then around 8:55 I heard some start to cry and it was Clementine and she had a fever of 101.7 and she was not looking so happy and Scout was just laying there, starring off into space and then sat up and told me her "neck hurt" so I knew she had a sore throat and then I got them up and tried to feed them some fruits but they didn't eat much and just laid on the couch while watching "Doc McStuffin" and after a while they both started to fall asleep so I put them in their beds they napped most of the day only getting up to eat some soup and played for 20 minutes and then went back to sleep.


It felt so lonely, not having them on my heels every 2 seconds and they just seemed so down and I didn't know what really to do but just comfort them and give them all the attention they needed. I hate when they are sick because they are not themselves and I don't like my girlies to be down and out. I'm use to wiring girls running here and there, Scout asking so many questions and Clementine sitting on my lap every time I'm sitting on the floor.
I'm not going to lie and sitting here and say "I love my children being around me every second of the day" I like to have a little "me time" but when I get too much, I miss my girls. I sometimes wish for those days where I can almost have the whole day to myself, but when I have it, I want them with me. I feel like I have to have them with me. Being a stay at home mom and having my "bosses" with me all the time gets very... used to.